pervertedangel

About Me

You now have two (three if you want to be technical) options, you can either read the long description of who I am below or you can read the short and sweet description that I once wrote for one of my good friends when she asked me to write about myself. She said it was honest and intelligent. You decide. Here is the short description of me:
... i am fairly introverted. Quietly confident. I like achieving and will work to get to my goals. I may claim that I lack creativity but it is one of my skills. I get hyper easily but I can also be really mature (more often the latter). I brag. Too much. I can look in the mirror and think I am pretty on the outside but not always. I am not afraid of crying but rather of the embarassment afterwards. I hate awkward silences but it is usually because of me. I am generally happy with life even though I like self-mutilation (sometimes). I think that is me, summarised.

This is the longer description:
I will start by saying, I am nothing special, I don't have any qualities that make me any different from the thousands of other people here. This profile is supposedly about the true me. If it really is then you probably won't like what you read below because i'm not exactly the nicest of people.

I brag, a lot. I know when I am bragging (only because there are a lot of awkward silences though) and I do it all the time. Whenever I look back after bragging I always think: so what if I was really happy about x?! The only reason that I was probably so happy about x was because x gives me one more thing to brag about! Because I brag so much, I live a half life a lot of the time. If I am happy about something, I never really know whether I am happy because it gives me something else to brag about or whether it has truly made me happy.

I stink. I'm not great on the whole personal hygiene front. I depilate / wax and moisture my legs and underarms, I brush my teeth about five times a days & I keep my hair really clean (& I shower). But that is about all that I do so I'm always being told that I stink. I don't really care though, I'm not that social anyway.

I hate nightwear. They are really uncomfortable to wear. I am pretty much a slob so I tend to wear nightwear for the most part of the day so I want something comfortable to wear. I tend to wear underwear and a tee, it is very comfortable and it is suits my personality. I do own some nightwear but that is reserved for when I go on holidays; I don't care what other people feel about me wearing underwear and a tee but I think people would prefer to wear a bit more.

I hardly ever wear makeup when I am out but I love messing around with it. If I have a camera to hand, I like to raid my makeup drawer and play with it, trying to create an interesting look. My favourite eyeshadow, sadly, is a very messy loose blue powder so if I put that on, I have to be cleaning for days afterwards, literally.

Like many other people, I am sure, I have a lot of empathy. I feel other people's pain. Just from reading a few words, looking at a photograph or even seeing a drawing I am able to feel completely and utterly broken. I can be patronizing when reacting. I hate that I can feel so completely ripped-up inside and not know how to express it, unable to tell the other person that even though I may have never been in the same situation as them, I can feel their pain. Even this empathy is difficult to express.

General Stuff:
I love my friends to bits. Baaa is my favourite "word". My MSN is: webmistress_k@safe-mail.net (add me if you want). I am one of the friendliest people I know, when I feel like it. I love my friends so much it is insane. 6 and 1/2 is my lucky number. I play guitar. I play keyboard. I sing, badly. I have brown hair but depending on the light, it can look orange, red, auburn, black, chesnut or boring brown. I have blue eyes. I have a very high pain threshold. I love reading. Death interests me. I have no social life. My catchphrase is: Heading for the pink. I'm not 16. I wish I was a linguist; I know bits of French, Italian, Greek, Latin, Finnish, Russian, Dutch, Latvian, Swedish, German, Gaelic, Welsh, Mandarin, BSL and Arabic Sometimes my self esteem is really low, sometimes it is very high. My dream is to have a t-shirt company. I spend most of my time on the computer.

If you want to know anything else, ask away.

My Interests

Websites, Graphics, Reading, Music, Playing guitar and keyboard, Making new friends

Music

I like a lot of different types of music. Somedays I will hate one song and the next, I won't be able to stop listening to it. At the moment, my favourite songs are:, * Sweet Dreams - Eurythmics, * No Goodbyes - The Subways, * Mama's Got A Girlfriend - Ben Harper, * Don't Take That Attitude To Your Grave - Ben Harper, * In Love With A Feeling - Babyshambles, * Lucky Man - Greg Lake, * Whispers - Archlight 67

Movies

The Doll Master, The Ring 1 & 2 (I haven't seen the third one yet), Spirited Away, Cruel Intentions 1, 2 & 3

Television

I do not watch TV

Books

I like reading in general. Books that stick are the ones that make you think, out of them, my favourites (well, really its the books i've read recently) are:, *Miracle's Boys, *In The Eyes of Mr Fury, *An Inspector Calls, *Feed